Hello all. Never mind me, I�m trying to touch type my way through this entry. I should have been really busy these last few days doing course assignments, my CD ROM and such, but I�ve been so damn tired it�s sort of all gone to pot. All I can say is, thank heavens for weekends! I�m determined to get the bulk of my CD ROM done this weekend. I�m even going to make a time log to try and do it all in!
Meanwhile, I can�t seem to get into a good rhythm with my eating. I barely eat one day and then pig out the next. I had sushi and a smoothie for lunch today, both of which were really nice. Then I went and had an Iced Coffee with full cream milk for a mid afternoon break! I think it�s because I�ve always hated the idea of having sandwiches from my school bag. They get squished and gooey and it�s just bloody awful, so I throw them away. Then I�m starving so I pig out on chocolate or something. I was thinking of doing a juice fast tomorrow. I�m not going to start starving myself, or anything. I want to see how it goes with my energy levels. I�m always so tired in the middle of the day so maybe if I keep topping myself up with healthy juices, I might be able to stay awake in the afternoons and be more motivated. I�ll try it and see.
I was thinking this afternoon that there must be something really wrong with me. Perhaps I�m more hideous than I thought. You know, I�m 22 almost and I�ve never had a boyfriend? I�ve never even been kissed. It�s sort of tragic, really. It makes me so embarrassed. What am I going to say if I ever do get a fella? Tell him he�s my first kiss at 30 or whatever? It�s kind of depressing. Oh well. I�m such a scatterbrain with responsibility, I�d probably forget I was dating them. I swear on � someone's grave, I am going to work on this bloody CD ROM this weekend. And go for a jog. Stop snickering cynically, you lot.
9:32 p.m. - 2004-02-05
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