I have a confession to make. I haven't been writing in here because I've been really, really bad the last week with my eating. I came down with the flu on Sunday or Monday or something and just haven't been in the mood to exercise. Plus I've just been so hungry. I don't know what's wrong with me but I'm craving everything (and no, it's not what you think girls, I'm a virgin). I wish I was pregnant but no, I'm just a guts.
Usually I'm so disciplined but I've just been throwing it all out the window and chowing down on rice crisps, ice cream sundaes, McDonalds, cheese and ham sandwiches etc. Man what a pig. I'm starting the secretarial business course on Monday so I'll start eating healthy again then. McDonald's is literally right next to the building so I can have their salads. To tell you the truth, I don't know whether or not I'm nervous about starting the course. A part of me is because I know it's going to be challenging and get my arse off the couch having to travel everyday but another part of me just isn't scared or nervous. I'm sure it will change it's tune when Monday draws ever closer. I hope I get a job out of it.
So much for becoming a chatterbox before I start, though. As a side effect to the flu I have laryngitis. I can't talk at all now. I wonder if it's a manifestation of what I do? I won't talk, so now the fates have intervened and I can't talk? I wouldn't put it past them. I'm still fucked if it's like this on Monday. My cousin came down to help me with this (god forsaken) Multimedia project and apparently she's into a size 12 jeans. I don't know, I mean I'm smaller than her and I'm just now getting into a size 14 and they're still slightly tight. Then again, my cousin has never been one for the loose fit so maybe she is in a 12 but they're just tight? Whatever, I'm still bummed. I've got to stop eating so bloody much and start exercising but I feel like crap.
My parents want me to relax my throat before Monday so they probably won't even let me exercise.
8:37 p.m. - 2004-01-16
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