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I think my scales are busted. I stepped on them yesterday morning and they said 73.2kgs which would have meant I didn't lose a damn thing up at my grandparents' place. Then I stepped on my sister's new digital scales this morning and they said 72.0kgs. So either I lost 1 kilo overnight or our scales need a new battery. I'm just going to go with 72.0 kgs. It seems more likely since her's are new.<
I've had a fucker of a day today. Yesterday I came down with the flu and woke up this morning feeling even worse after four hours sleep punctuated with fits of nightmares. Then my dad comes to pick me up to take me home and launches into a lecture about how unsociable I am and why am I like that and I need to grow up and get over my shyness. Not in those words but in words very much like them. Then my mum comes in and asks if I want to see a psychiatrist?! Why, because I'm shy, for fucks sake? Is shyness a mental problem? What fucking ever. I said my sister is just as unsociable and she never gets lectures like this. They said they weren't trying to be mean and they're not angry (yeah?) they just want me to start being Suzy Sunshine Chatterbox so I'll make friends at this fucking Receptionist course.
I have been quiet and shy my entire freaking life and the bastards at high school did nothing to help my case, so I'll continue to be shy and quiet because I just don't give a fuck anymore! Of course, I didn't tell them that but that's my theory on the whole argument. The rest of the day was spent sleeping off this flu, so I didn't eat all day and just had a Meusli bar when I woke up, steak and veges for dinner and low fat ice cream more to ease my sore throat than anything else. God, I mean couldn't they have waited until tomorrow or whatever to lecture me? One look at me this morning was plain to see I'm sick but my parents were more worried that I'd passed it on to my nephew. Feel the fucking love. Ah, I'm just in a bad mood today for obvious reasons.
Must remember to buy new battery for shitty scales.
7:30 p.m. - 2004-01-11
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