Music: Jewel
I've decided I'm going to weigh myself just once a week on Mondays. I'm fed up with weighing everyday and getting sad and/ or frustrated when I've put on weight, which I did this morning. How does one put on point-fucking-four in two days? My period is nowhere to be seen, so I can't just be retaining fluid, damnit. So weigh-ins are every Monday now.
I was alright with food today. It doesn't make any bloody difference if I eat well or not on the scales, so who cares if I had a light peanut butter and Nutella sandwich for lunch? Or a huge mutha piece of steak for dinner followed by light ice cream? Not me. I'm also going to start counting up my calories at the end of the day. My portion sizes are just too big.
My diary is beginning to be a bit of a demotivator, I bet? Well I'm sorry but I'm afraid this is what I go through everyday. All I can say is, don't let me get any other dieters down out there. I'm getting closer to my goal weight which is why my progress is getting slow. You guys keep it up and stay on track, ok? Ok. I'm not going to my Grandparent's this week, but next week after Christmas. At least I'll be able to watch my DVDs on the DVD player my parent's are getting them for Christmas! ooh, I just thought of that and immediately wrote it down. Oh shit. And who do you think is going to have to set it up I wonder? yup, DVD Wonder Chick over here.
While I'm over there, I'm going to go swimming in the beach, go jogging on the beach, avoid all the yuppies on the beach and probably do a bit of my project as well. I wonder if my sister will get her way and come up, too?
Oh man, I will not weigh tomorrow morning! I won't! Someone slap me if I do!
10:43 p.m. - 2003-12-17
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