I desperately need to do something. There is something wrong with one's life when the highlight of the day is collecting prizes for competing in the Faeries Ruin plot on Neopets. I sold some of the prizes to buy a royal paintbrush for my Uni, venusdatura. A FUCKING PAINTBRUSH FOR MY UNI! This is my life. Yes, I realize it's all my fault for being so anti-social. And fat. And living out in whoop-whoop at the ends of the earth. Seriously though, I would love to travel one day. I'm nearly 30 and the farthest place I've been from Melbourne is Queensland. Oh, and I use to live in Perth but that was back before I can remember. It may just be the fact that it was a bit cooler today, and massive changes in temperature always bring me down, but I have to face the fact that I. Am. In. A. Rut.
I can't even get off my arse to exercise for Christ's sake. Even the laziest person realizes that if they want the scales to move they have to move their fucking selves! I must be lazier than the laziest person, then. However physically impossible it may seem.
It's not my job, I like my job. My department is quiet right now and I'm milking that for all I can until the next storm; plus I get a rostered day off per month now. I get the pleasure of working longer hours for the same pay and 1 day off a month. Who said I was a welcome mat? At least the days off are Fridays, so I look at it as getting a 3 day weekend once per month. Keeps me happy.
Oh, I know what's making me feel like shit - I had my last smoke today. I'm aware I've said these exact words maybe 300 times before but this time I mean it. Not least because it's unfair on my dad to be smoking in front of him, but also I can no longer breathe properly. I'm sure it's given me sleep apnea and I do get truly sick of smoking. I hate the hold the addiction has over me and I'm a slave to it - if it's cold outside, doesn't matter I have to have a smoke. If it's 40c outside - nope doesn't matter, I have to light up. One can't smoke ANYWHERE inside anymore and if the anti-smoking brigade are going to force us all to get colds and / or pneumonia by forcing us all outside to light up then I might as well quit and join them, cause I sure as shit haven't beaten them.
I'm off to watch season 3 of Ashes to Ashes which they are FINALLY playing on ABC1. If you've never seen it, I dare you to give it a go especially if you grew up in the 80s! Or even dream one day of visiting the mother country, England and actually seeing the places they make A2A. Or is that just me, then?
7:36 p.m. - 2011-02-03
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